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07.11.2016
haha late post...
but it really happened on this day. 

I never thought they will plan a birthday surprise for me.
Because basically we did not talk much about our date of birth.
I am blessed to have them in my college life.
A simple day can make us enjoy the day.

Thanks to semester break, a break, a plan to Malacca,
make our friendships stronger.

Semester 2 is going to end soon and semester 3 which will be our final semester in foundation life.
After semester 3, we might not get to meet each other like foundation anymore.
unless we are in the same degree course.

I am not regret to study foundation in TARUC.
yeap, you may meet friends in other college.
 but different people different attitude.
i am still thinking should i transfer to other college for my coming degree.
but because of them, because of foundation , i do not want to leave.
 even though we will not meet that often anymore.

May our friendships gain much more stronger and never forget each other.
Never forget FSA16M1D.

Overstress.

Right now, I was in the middle of semester two in my college life.

I felt like I was doing great in my past semester one,

but then in this new semester.

I found that i lost the ohm to study.

Don't know why.

I did asked myself.

But i couldn't answered it .

I lost my spiritual in studies.

I had quit Gelatomio.

but I seem lost.

In my coursework test,

I knew that i did not tried my best.

I was worried that i couldn't maintain my results.

there's only stress in my brain.

Nobody i could expressed with.

I was trying my very best to relax myself.

The more relaxing I was , 

The more worried I felt.

Actually I had a feeling that 'Because my overstress, it made me blanked when I was sitting for my exam"  , "I did careless mistakes because my overstress.''

I promised myself from now on. I was going to turn my relax time to prepare for my coming finals,

Wish me luck. Good Job and all the best  :)

Growth.

As the time passed..
we became more mature?
As the time passed..
we didn't have time to meet each other?

As time passed.. We've been graduated, we were working and waiting for our college life as well.
haha Time flies.. we've been gone through so many things.
THOSE FIGHTS, WORRIES, TEARS, LAUGHTER, SPM..
I am heading to TARC, I'm sad indeed because most of my freinds decided to go other college but not TARC.
Well.. its alright.
Thats fate maybe?
i don't blame and force anyone.
Time is truth and it could proved up many things.

before i start my college life..
i have different kinds of feelings.
i don't know why.
worrying maybe?
I'm worried that i couldn't handle foundation in science.
Sometimes i wonder does FOUNDATION IN SCIENCE was really what i'm interested with?
lost confidence maybe..

back to my words.
SMILE NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS.
If i do really work hard, i believer i can do it.
GO FIGHT PANG CARMEN.
EVRYTHING WILL GOES WELL .
END.

也许

也许是我习惯了还是什么吧.
通常心里有什么事都会自己扛自己想自己负责.
也许我就是这样.
有时想得到关心 但这一切却发现只不过是自己的多于.有时候还会认为自己的出现还是什么令人感觉很多于很困扰
我不知道我是如何的一个人 只知道很没有信心很爱乱想很好奇新事物.
有的时候看见别人能够自个儿干事还是什么 而我却想跟朋友们干事. 自个儿感觉好像少了些什么
与家人 我们幸福 他们对我的保护忍让 无法形容. 他们对我的付出很大很宽很伟大.
也许是还不适应每天跟朋友在学校玩耍陪伴聊天 所以感到寂寞孤独吧
呵呵 习惯就好了

高中毕业典礼

17.10.2015
这天是我的中学生涯里的毕业典礼
我还以为这天我会哭呢..
虽然没有，
带着笑容迎接着它 与亲爱的赞如们
打从我踏进这一班，
一开始我想要去其他班
呵呵原因是我不喜欢account
对它没兴趣。
但是我还是选择了留下来
我不后悔了.
有着一班疯癫能依靠的赞如们
我很幸福
我们一起被老师骂 一起看见班长去拿干净的班 一起举办很多活动 一起为大家欢呼
每一滴泪水每一滴汗对我来说都是值得的。

在毕业典礼来临之前 我们在班上考虑毕业典礼后的怕派对.
大家都很兴奋很期待那天的来临
当我们拿到毕业袍的时候，那种兴奋感 呵呵无法形容。
终于的那天来临了....

穿上西衣西裤毕业袍高跟鞋子
整理好了就出发 陪同赞如们一起抵达毕业典礼的地点
很开心 这种感觉何时还会有呢？
我把当天拍了下来 不管在哪里 我想留下回忆
完美与不完美的赞如们照亮着无处不在的我们
你们的出现让我高中生涯亮起来。

赞如们谢谢你们
让我活在这件学校更精彩
20位华裔 20种不同的个性展现了不一样的五赞如
也许在老师眼里我们不是他们想要的 但活出自我这才是我们
也许有的面对了许许多多的问题 但大家都能一一克服

我知道我们无法预知我们未来的友情
但我相信只要我们的心还在
一切都还在
谢谢你们 我爱五赞如.
愿大家都能过得精彩，
为我们的梦想前进加油吧。

SPORT DAY 2015.

15.08.2015
It was an amazing day for me.
My last sport day in secondary school life.
My last time on holding GAGE BROWN flag as a captain.
My first and last time stand in front of the marchers and leading PESS students to read the pledge.
AWESOME DAY EVER

As a GAGE BROWN member for 5 years.

this is the last year i can spend my time with you.

Hmmm.. how to say.

we are not gather to have meeting always. it doesn't like athlete training.

BUT all of the them are my families.

I treat them all like my babies.

A close and great relationship with gage brown.

It comes uneasy.

We start to prepare everything since the first meeting start.

Although we havent get the title for this year. but we do start to plan :)

TEAMWORK is important.

I am a captain , I am a leader for GAGE BROWN.

I can't finish everything without my members.

As what my coach told me that.

A good leader is not the one who did everything by him or herself.

a goof leader is the one who can arrange all the jobs and posts probably to your members

I think, i did it =)

Without my members, i couldn't have done so many things.

FINALLY THE DAY CAME.

We were well-prepare!

We can stand on the stage anytime!

hmmmm...  a different colour costume from them?

yea, During the opening ceremony.

I am representing our school athlete team to read out the pledge as a captain olahraga.

I do really want to march with my members,

i do really wanna do that.

But i couldn't.

welll... the one who is holding the flag was my secretary aka bestie aka sweet-Venus!

the one who is holding a sepanduk was my treasurer aka buddy aka cutie- Pui Teng!

there's a another girl who was in the class which is our maskot aka wakil tingkatan 5-Chia Min!

Aren't they look cool?

Without them, I couldn't have done with gage brown's performance.

And a lot more.

Then... the ceremony start.

I'm alone at front and gage brown was at last second..

Our performance was dancing BANG BANG BANG!

We plan this performance match with our sorak. 

GAGE BROWN'S SORAK

" V.I.C YEAH WE BANG LIKE THIS
GAGE BROWN IS THE CHAMP
IS TIME WE SHOW YOU NOW
BANG BANG BANG
BANG BANG
BANG BANG BANG
BANG BANG
GAGE BROWN GAGE BROWN GAGE BROWN
BANG!! "

There's a indian girl who in white tshirt and shouting 1,2,3! before we start our sorak.
She is Rey! my ketua sorak aka buddy aka crazy haha
We never think that we can won the best sorak!
When the emcee announced the best sorak was GAGE BROWN, we were totally blank!
We did our best! This is the first time GAGE BROWN WON IN BEST SORAK!

 Before the sport day ended, there's something unbelievable!

GAGE BROWN finally could catch up and we were the 2ND RUNNER UP!

But then, i never think that i will get the JOHAN PERSEORANGAN in KELAS 1 !

Something even unbelievable was... I am the OLAHRAGAWATI 2015!!

I've never think about it because i got it in 2013, i thought i will not get it again!

When the emcee announced, I am the winner .. I was burst in  tears,

Venus Rey Chia Min Pui Teng ran to the stage with me.

We cried. Because there were too many occur all in a sudden.

BEST SORAK. THIRD IN MARCHING THIRD,IN 0VERALL HOUSES, JOHAN IN KELAS 2 , JOHAN PERSEORANGAN IN KELAS 1 and OLAHRAGAWATI.

Not only that, we even won in many events! the amount was UNCOUNTABLE!

 

When the sport day ended, we finally could took a big family photo! With morning and afternoon session. I feel appreciate on what i get. I have family who came and support me, i have my members who willing to spend their time here and support gage brown. i have my athlete teammates who support me when I'm stress to the maximum! Last but not least, i would like to thanks to my FRIENDS who helped me a lot during the preparation and physically support and to my teachers who willing to listen to our ideas, comments and dare to give us the magic power to done all the things.

TEAMWORK IS IMPORTANT. WITHOUT IT A TEAM CAN'T FORM.

TO GAGE BROWN, 

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

ONCE A GAGE BROWN, FOREVER YOU ARE GAGE BROWN.

GO FIGHT GAGE BROWN 

BE THE BEST AMONG THE BEST.

I LOVE GAGE BROWN. 

Maybe.

Do people who around you appreciate what you did for them.
Some people do really appreciate, but some are not.
Friends are meant to help each other whenever they need helps from us.
Will people thanks you sincerely? Some yes but some are not.
我希望朋友之间没有个算机关大家和睦相处都很好的过 没有人是完美的 一切都在于大家的心是如何的对待.. 
在乎一切是因为珍惜 我珍惜我所拥有的一切.. 
Ehmm am I doing too much?

MSSWPZONPUDU 2015...

2015.. It gave me a good start :) I spent my week here with my teammates. I remember when I'm down, nervous, hurts.. They are always by my side supporting me  this is what we have TEAMWORK   yea maybe we are not the best on the track but we did the best in our heart.. I miss the stadium, I miss the moment,  I miss teammates,  I miss my coach, I miss teachers, I miss all the fighters.. when am I going back to this track... PESS ATHLETE TEAM  I'm proud to be the captain.. I'm proud to have all of you

忘记

有些时候 有些事情
是很难忘记的。

你越想忘记却忘不了
因为伤害得太深 那个洞如果不及时补回
只会越来越深更痛
人就是这样
过去了还想什么
但是我万万也想不到
那么快就到了另一边
虽然我不懂另一边我想总比之前的好。

是啊忘不了
我是不会忘记我是如何跌倒如何痛
我是一个昨天伤心明天就会好点但这次不能
不管我多疯狂一直在笑 都只能撑到一时
没办法天蝎记仇也念旧
记仇也是如何天蝎保护下一个自己
但要忘记很难了

彭家雯 加油吧。。
重新站起来
明天会更好。
也许选择放弃对大家都好
要有人牺牲 其他人才能活得精彩 :)

Time to Fly

fly..
is one of a way to relax
I love sports
I like to play around or training with my beloved teammates..
In my secondary life..
the very very very best place for me to relax was my house of course
second place was basketball court.
A place which i had all my joys and fun there
Third place was in class
A place which i study and laugh loudly

I love the way I live..
I would like to spend my time to all this places
to  relax myself
Maybe eat ?
one of the way to relax too