" 18 "

07.11.2016
haha late post...
but it really happened on this day. 

I never thought they will plan a birthday surprise for me.
Because basically we did not talk much about our date of birth.
I am blessed to have them in my college life.
A simple day can make us enjoy the day.

Thanks to semester break, a break, a plan to Malacca,
make our friendships stronger.

Semester 2 is going to end soon and semester 3 which will be our final semester in foundation life.
After semester 3, we might not get to meet each other like foundation anymore.
unless we are in the same degree course.

I am not regret to study foundation in TARUC.
yeap, you may meet friends in other college.
 but different people different attitude.
i am still thinking should i transfer to other college for my coming degree.
but because of them, because of foundation , i do not want to leave.
 even though we will not meet that often anymore.

May our friendships gain much more stronger and never forget each other.
Never forget FSA16M1D.

Overstress.

Right now, I was in the middle of semester two in my college life.

I felt like I was doing great in my past semester one,

but then in this new semester.

I found that i lost the ohm to study.

Don't know why.

I did asked myself.

But i couldn't answered it .

I lost my spiritual in studies.

I had quit Gelatomio.

but I seem lost.

In my coursework test,

I knew that i did not tried my best.

I was worried that i couldn't maintain my results.

there's only stress in my brain.

Nobody i could expressed with.

I was trying my very best to relax myself.

The more relaxing I was , 

The more worried I felt.

Actually I had a feeling that 'Because my overstress, it made me blanked when I was sitting for my exam"  , "I did careless mistakes because my overstress.''

I promised myself from now on. I was going to turn my relax time to prepare for my coming finals,

Wish me luck. Good Job and all the best  :)

Growth.

As the time passed..
we became more mature?
As the time passed..
we didn't have time to meet each other?

As time passed.. We've been graduated, we were working and waiting for our college life as well.
haha Time flies.. we've been gone through so many things.
THOSE FIGHTS, WORRIES, TEARS, LAUGHTER, SPM..
I am heading to TARC, I'm sad indeed because most of my freinds decided to go other college but not TARC.
Well.. its alright.
Thats fate maybe?
i don't blame and force anyone.
Time is truth and it could proved up many things.

before i start my college life..
i have different kinds of feelings.
i don't know why.
worrying maybe?
I'm worried that i couldn't handle foundation in science.
Sometimes i wonder does FOUNDATION IN SCIENCE was really what i'm interested with?
lost confidence maybe..

back to my words.
SMILE NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS.
If i do really work hard, i believer i can do it.
GO FIGHT PANG CARMEN.
EVRYTHING WILL GOES WELL .
END.

也许

也许是我习惯了还是什么吧.
通常心里有什么事都会自己扛自己想自己负责.
也许我就是这样.
有时想得到关心 但这一切却发现只不过是自己的多于.有时候还会认为自己的出现还是什么令人感觉很多于很困扰
我不知道我是如何的一个人 只知道很没有信心很爱乱想很好奇新事物.
有的时候看见别人能够自个儿干事还是什么 而我却想跟朋友们干事. 自个儿感觉好像少了些什么
与家人 我们幸福 他们对我的保护忍让 无法形容. 他们对我的付出很大很宽很伟大.
也许是还不适应每天跟朋友在学校玩耍陪伴聊天 所以感到寂寞孤独吧
呵呵 习惯就好了